An explorer of the mystery of God cannot wear the armor we wear for dealing with life in the outer veils. Fear and doubt accompany us as we pass out of the indoctrinated life into the freedom of inner space, where godbeings, ancient masters, seers and sages have traversed the waves of being for millennia in order to find the absolute spirit, the knowing one, the Lord Himself and beyond the beyond. Your life, my life are not invulnerable. We do not stand with weapons raised on the way to God. Your heart and my heart can only approach in tender awareness; and God can only walk through the world in a human being who knows living and dying, joy and suffering, celebration and despair.